Life of a Single

My conclusion of the life of a single.

So free... Really very very very free.
I can do whatever I like, whenever I like, however I like.

The only problem is, a bit lonely sometimes.
That is about all.

When I go to work, it is not so lonely, because there is colleagues.
But then, there is office politics.
And where there is people, there is also some degree of unhappiness.

Still, I prefer to be attached.
Because I like company.
I love company.
Whatever kind of company it is.
I just love company.
Except for people who needs hell lot of attention, or needs to talk a lot about their problems.
Other than that, I love company.
Even silent company.
Yes, silence are golden sometimes.
Being silent, but knowing he/she is your friend.
I like this kind of friendship.

Of course, there are certain kind of friendship I would prefer.
Friends who know how to have fun.
And laugh at jokes.
And crack jokes.
And is objective enough.
Is caring.
Is real.
And most of all, able to have a real conversation, heart-to-heart one.
Plus doses of TLC every now and then.
Sound like the perfect bf.
Sound a lot like... I know who...

Finally finally

Today I am feeling lazy, happy and lazyyyyy....

It's my leave day, yeays!
Well, after lazing in bed until 11am, I got up, but still refuse to get up completely.
Because my bed is damn comfortable lar.
Dunno what kind of brand this bed is, absolutely comfy. Cos not too hard and not too soft.
And it has got invisible hands to pull you to the bed, making you impossible to leave the bed.
That's why decided to revise in bed.
Bad decision, I know, but I don't care anyway.
I feel like I am living an Australian lifestyle.
Absolutely lazy!!!!

(yeay, but only for today. cos it's my off day.)

After that, spend the noon time lunching in front of tv, and laughing at the tv host, aunty lucy. he is damn funny.

In the afternoon, I finally made the trip to ICA to collect my passport.
It is cool lar. New biometric passport.
Had a short talk with the customer service officer.
She showed me a photo of her 2 boys.
Wah sey, she don't look like a mother.
Look young lor.
I must be like that also, if I ever have children.
Even no children or not married, also must be like that.

Reaching home, I watched tv abit, and eat my subway.
Sometimes when I watch tv, especially the couple shows, I like to observe what is it that makes a guy and a girl comes together.
Opposite attracts a lot, I realized.
She has something he doesn't has. She likes him.
He has something she doesn't has. He appreciates her.
They attract each other.
When I find my mr right, I want him to be funny, down-to-earth, and very protective.
Maybe it is just a female's instinct.
Maybe it is my instinct.

I rmbr coming across a young, innocent me when I was merely below 10 years old.
Father was clutching me and sister so tightly.
It was a lovely sight.
Nowadays, everytime I see him, he is always tired from all the work and he complains complains.
Sometimes, I pity him really.
But I don't know what to do.
Thank God really that he is still strong physically to work.
Perhaps even stronger than I thought he is.
Thank God one hundred times man!
Perhaps I just worry too much about him sometimes.
Never see him at home...


Anyways, in 2 months, I will finish my big exam hurdles and start looking for permanent.
Really hope to go into life science sales or some other things related to life science.
But I think I suck at sales... cannot lar...
Maybe I go do banking?
Dunno...
I should have just stick to life science degree no matter how tough initially.
Why so stupid take up a biz degree?
This is the most stupid mistake I ever make, and I don't ever want to make another stupid big mistake in my life again.

Means, I better find mr right, before I get married.
If not, I will marry mr wrong and suffer the rest of my life.
And also, I better work for something according to my personality fit and passion.
If not, I will suffer.

So, life goes on.
Mr right guy and right job is for me to discover.

And as for now, I need to study.
Boring yes. But I will go on.
Amy, you are one super persevering & diligent babe!
I am not a halfway give-up person. I will stick on.
No matter if I am discourage or bored.
I will go on, God is with me!