Time really flies like mad.
Good or bad?
Good when I am in office, the pace of work is so damn fast, time flies like nobody's business. I am busy doing what I love and enjoy. Good because I have no time to waste. Good because I have no time to over-think too much about stuff (as I get pretty depressed if I have too much thinking time).
Bad because age is catching up.
Very fast.
Seriously, does it matter?
Well, if I keep a youthful heart, and a youthful mindset, I guess it doesn't really matter.
Time flies.
Like mad.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Busy busy months
How time flies when one is busy!
In just a while, it is already May of year 2011!
Realized that my own blog (and facebook) as well is being abandoned for focusing on my work.
At least I don't think I abandoned my relationship with God, but I guess I took God for granted a lot of times.
Like just talking to God only once in a while, and neglecting to spend extended time with Him.
God, I am so busy, and sometimes tired.
It is erm, quite hard, really.
Anyways...no excuses, Amy!
The good thing about my work is, I have God-loving and God-fearing christian colleagues all around me.
Sure, they aren't perfect, and so am I.
But having them around sure spurs me and encourage me in my relationship with God.
Knowing no matter what situation and what I go through, God is with me through it all gives me much much assurance.
A few days ago in LG, I was feeling quite down and I don't wish to talk.
During P&W, I disappeared to toilet for a while, and I wasn't even able to P&W properly.
Talking to God, I felt really really unloved even in the midst of LG people.
I said, if I just sit there without doing anything, will you really show that you truly care for me?
I was quite amazed, 2 of the sisters noticed I was exceptionally quiet and asked how am I...
Though I said, I am ok, I am not.
It was then during sharing, C* said she used to say 'I am ok' when she is not.
And I realized she knows I am not.
Sometimes, people care but they just did not express it the way you expect.
I thank God for all these people who always show their care and concern for me.
I thank God most importantly for my mom.
Because she gets up early every single morning to prepare breakfast for me.
That is love at its best, isn't it?
Above all the things I treasure in my life, like my work, my mom, my sis, my stuff,
I want to treasure my God much more!
In just a while, it is already May of year 2011!
Realized that my own blog (and facebook) as well is being abandoned for focusing on my work.
At least I don't think I abandoned my relationship with God, but I guess I took God for granted a lot of times.
Like just talking to God only once in a while, and neglecting to spend extended time with Him.
God, I am so busy, and sometimes tired.
It is erm, quite hard, really.
Anyways...no excuses, Amy!
The good thing about my work is, I have God-loving and God-fearing christian colleagues all around me.
Sure, they aren't perfect, and so am I.
But having them around sure spurs me and encourage me in my relationship with God.
Knowing no matter what situation and what I go through, God is with me through it all gives me much much assurance.
A few days ago in LG, I was feeling quite down and I don't wish to talk.
During P&W, I disappeared to toilet for a while, and I wasn't even able to P&W properly.
Talking to God, I felt really really unloved even in the midst of LG people.
I said, if I just sit there without doing anything, will you really show that you truly care for me?
I was quite amazed, 2 of the sisters noticed I was exceptionally quiet and asked how am I...
Though I said, I am ok, I am not.
It was then during sharing, C* said she used to say 'I am ok' when she is not.
And I realized she knows I am not.
Sometimes, people care but they just did not express it the way you expect.
I thank God for all these people who always show their care and concern for me.
I thank God most importantly for my mom.
Because she gets up early every single morning to prepare breakfast for me.
That is love at its best, isn't it?
Above all the things I treasure in my life, like my work, my mom, my sis, my stuff,
I want to treasure my God much more!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Trust
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.
- Proverbs 3:5-6
- Proverbs 3:5-6
Wonder Why - Avalon
Why, why, tell me do you wonder why
Some can look so hard and miss the truth
Some will stumble over it a hundred times
And never ever see the living proof
Well, there's a kind of love the world could never deny
Let everybody see it in our lives
The world will wonder why
If you and I will shine His light
And hearts will discover life when we decide
To let ours go
We've got to give it up
And live the love
That opened our eyes
Live your life
The world will wonder why
Why, why, someone try and tell me why
We would want it any other way
A heart could change before our very eyes
Well, I've seen the difference love can make
Where is the kind of love this world could never explain
It's time to live the gospel unashamed
repeat chorus
If we were living with a passion
What would be the reaction
I know a single heart can change the world
If we were loving with a strong love
Then their eyes would see
And the world might believe
repeat chorus
Some can look so hard and miss the truth
Some will stumble over it a hundred times
And never ever see the living proof
Well, there's a kind of love the world could never deny
Let everybody see it in our lives
The world will wonder why
If you and I will shine His light
And hearts will discover life when we decide
To let ours go
We've got to give it up
And live the love
That opened our eyes
Live your life
The world will wonder why
Why, why, someone try and tell me why
We would want it any other way
A heart could change before our very eyes
Well, I've seen the difference love can make
Where is the kind of love this world could never explain
It's time to live the gospel unashamed
repeat chorus
If we were living with a passion
What would be the reaction
I know a single heart can change the world
If we were loving with a strong love
Then their eyes would see
And the world might believe
repeat chorus
Monday, February 14, 2011
My Valentine :)
In the past years, during Valentine's Day, I will feel something is missing.
Because everyone is with someone, except me.
This year, I don't have this feeling anymore.
Because I have so many loving people around me!
My colleagues, Hazirah, Fatimah, Jamal and Mr Foo are such awesome people!
Hazirah is the ever understanding one.
Fatimah is the rocker that rocks everything upside down at work (in a good way).
Jamal is funny.
Mr Foo is awesome! He is the inspiration at work!
Not forgetting Yaya too. She's my sweetie. Aww...
Besides, lovely sisters like Qiuyan never fails to sms a word of encouragement.
And Jasmine is the ever present leader who watches over in her own ways.
Not in an irritating or super-star inspirational way, but rather in a very wise way.
Besides, my MOTHER! Yeah!
And my aunt, who ask me to 'sleep early' when I sms her Happy Vday (how boring).
And also MDIS! For giving me Bs for HRM and USM modules, when I thought I would surely fail.
Yeah! The world rocks!
Because God is in it!
Happy Vday, God!
Because everyone is with someone, except me.
This year, I don't have this feeling anymore.
Because I have so many loving people around me!
My colleagues, Hazirah, Fatimah, Jamal and Mr Foo are such awesome people!
Hazirah is the ever understanding one.
Fatimah is the rocker that rocks everything upside down at work (in a good way).
Jamal is funny.
Mr Foo is awesome! He is the inspiration at work!
Not forgetting Yaya too. She's my sweetie. Aww...
Besides, lovely sisters like Qiuyan never fails to sms a word of encouragement.
And Jasmine is the ever present leader who watches over in her own ways.
Not in an irritating or super-star inspirational way, but rather in a very wise way.
Besides, my MOTHER! Yeah!
And my aunt, who ask me to 'sleep early' when I sms her Happy Vday (how boring).
And also MDIS! For giving me Bs for HRM and USM modules, when I thought I would surely fail.
Yeah! The world rocks!
Because God is in it!
Happy Vday, God!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Slip ups
Life is too short to make mistakes.
Whatever mistakes done in the past serves as a reminder that tml's decision should be a wiser one!
Regretted that big mistake in my life when I step down from that leadership position many years back.
Although it's too late to think about it now, it's not too late to start over again.
Lesson learnt: Don't be too negative. Must have faith in God.
Another mistake: Letting myself slip up and say Life Science is not for me.
Lesson Learnt: Never say impossible until I have given my best and seek all the help available.
When I am unable, God is able.
When I am weak, then He is strong.
Whatever mistakes done in the past serves as a reminder that tml's decision should be a wiser one!
Regretted that big mistake in my life when I step down from that leadership position many years back.
Although it's too late to think about it now, it's not too late to start over again.
Lesson learnt: Don't be too negative. Must have faith in God.
Another mistake: Letting myself slip up and say Life Science is not for me.
Lesson Learnt: Never say impossible until I have given my best and seek all the help available.
When I am unable, God is able.
When I am weak, then He is strong.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Life of a Single
My conclusion of the life of a single.
So free... Really very very very free.
I can do whatever I like, whenever I like, however I like.
The only problem is, a bit lonely sometimes.
That is about all.
When I go to work, it is not so lonely, because there is colleagues.
But then, there is office politics.
And where there is people, there is also some degree of unhappiness.
Still, I prefer to be attached.
Because I like company.
I love company.
Whatever kind of company it is.
I just love company.
Except for people who needs hell lot of attention, or needs to talk a lot about their problems.
Other than that, I love company.
Even silent company.
Yes, silence are golden sometimes.
Being silent, but knowing he/she is your friend.
I like this kind of friendship.
Of course, there are certain kind of friendship I would prefer.
Friends who know how to have fun.
And laugh at jokes.
And crack jokes.
And is objective enough.
Is caring.
Is real.
And most of all, able to have a real conversation, heart-to-heart one.
Plus doses of TLC every now and then.
Sound like the perfect bf.
Sound a lot like... I know who...
So free... Really very very very free.
I can do whatever I like, whenever I like, however I like.
The only problem is, a bit lonely sometimes.
That is about all.
When I go to work, it is not so lonely, because there is colleagues.
But then, there is office politics.
And where there is people, there is also some degree of unhappiness.
Still, I prefer to be attached.
Because I like company.
I love company.
Whatever kind of company it is.
I just love company.
Except for people who needs hell lot of attention, or needs to talk a lot about their problems.
Other than that, I love company.
Even silent company.
Yes, silence are golden sometimes.
Being silent, but knowing he/she is your friend.
I like this kind of friendship.
Of course, there are certain kind of friendship I would prefer.
Friends who know how to have fun.
And laugh at jokes.
And crack jokes.
And is objective enough.
Is caring.
Is real.
And most of all, able to have a real conversation, heart-to-heart one.
Plus doses of TLC every now and then.
Sound like the perfect bf.
Sound a lot like... I know who...
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