In 7 days...

All 'hell' will break loose.
I am going sun tanning with Fen.
Catching Despicable Me with whoever, whatever.
Hitting the gym twice weekly.
And I so don't care, I haven't go Sentosa beach in ages, I am going with whoever, whatever.
And I am so going to go KTV for the first time since 2 years ago... Yes, since 2 years ago!
And I am so excited...

Except that I haven't found any khaki except Ah Fen.

Basically, whoever whatever.....

Being thankful for...

What have I done to deserve such kindness, grace, acceptance, friendship from people?
None.
It is simply favor from God, I guess.

I hope the same will happen to my workplace in future.

Quotes to live by...

Doing everything for God's glory not mine.

Don't compare myself with others. Compare myself with what God has planned for me.

I did not choose God. God choose me.

Do not be discourage or weary because the fruits will come. (Even though I have no idea how the fruits look like.)

Envision growing to be a blessing to others, just as God have blessed me.

Lastly, keep God's word in my heart daily, every moment, every second.

Laugh or cry?

Live your life in such a way that when you enter, the world rejoices, and when you leave, the world cries.
(And not the other way round.)

I am not sure if I have done that for anyone, but I am thankful for someone who did that to me.
After this month, you will be deeply missed, friend.

vision.

My Love?

My conclusion after living for 25 years on earth?

Love story happens only in movies...
Like '50 First Dates', or 'Mr and Mrs Smith'.
But not really in real life.

Well... life's like this.
Perhaps I have absolutely no chemistry with guys whom I even slightly like.
Or maybe my interpersonal skills sucks? I don't think so, and I hope not.
Or maybe I have a look as scary as the nightmare before Christmas so the guys are scared away from me.
And I wonder why the guys I don't really like are always talking to me.
Hearing this from other people and now this is happening to me. Omg!

Either I become a bimbo / bitch and seduce guys... not a chance!
Or I wait until the cows come home for a love story to happen.

And I just keep getting amused looking at every single couple proposing to one another and getting married, and listen to their love story thereafter and keep wondering about mine.

Or maybe I can look at all the couples who ended up quarreling for life and be thankful I have none to fight with.

Anyways, life is not only about my love story isn't it.

Yeap, because I also have a love story with God that have yet to be completed.
I will be having a love story with a career I have yet to fall in love with.
I will be having a love story with a doggie I have yet to get.
(And I am so shocked that Ruth's jack russell is 8 year old... how time flies..)
I will be having a love story with myself, and I will fall in love with myself for being absolutely me.

Yes, I will fall in love with myself for being so true and honest with my own feelings before God, and only He knows exactly every single thing I go through.
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for giving my best shot in every thing I know of (not totally the best, but the best that I can give according to what I already know.)
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for totally submitting myself to God's will for my life as far as I can.
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for being totally absolutely nice to myself.

I guess I am totally in love with me now.
This is my love story. :D

Blog and Msn and Pressure

Blogging is releasing and therapeutic for myself.

But conversing with fellow sister in Christ (the right one) over msn is even better.
Because it encourages me and we fellowship with one another.

It is not easy to find people with similar values, outlook in life, and similar passion in something.
If I find someone like that, I must treasure and grow the friendship.

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Nowadays I dunno what to be amused more by...
People's comments on fb,
or my very amusing iPhone applications..
Some people are really damn daring in whatever they write on fb... I am not that bold... Haha..
As for me and my iPhone, I really is falling in love with iPhone!
Can do online shopping and view gorgeous shoes and clothes online!!
Can download songs & songs & songs!

'stop calling stop calling, i don't wanna hear anymore...'
-telephone, that keeps on ringing...

Anyways, exams is still more impt..
Really screw up last term..
Was distracted, troubled, worried.

This term must pull up socks. 

In good mood...

Thks to dear fellow classy-mates..

A*H for always standg up and speakg up, giving counsel necessarily.
R*R for being excellent in scoldg certain people, and funnily real.
K*L for showg empathy, kindness, maturity in thinking despite havg a tough life, alone yet maintaining a sense of dignity.
K*C for being real, straightforth & truly a 'sight'.
D*O for trying to be the best gentleman he can be, although really worned.


Appreciate them a bunch.
Life does not promise no troubles.
But it sure has its little ways to sweeten times up & invokes humorous moments!

Feeling.........

Feeling...

sorry for a*dy again...
so sweet, today got kueh lapis in the fridge...
how many a*dy can there be in the world man?
sighz...

amused by the couple in the mrt...
there was a malay guy who propose his love to a girl front of me in the mrt train.
was sms-ing when it happens...
didn't know whether siam or what...
the guy so pai-sey...
the gal was most prob taken aback and chuckling to herself...
I was in the middle of it all...
so tried to make the atmosphere lighter by striking a general convo with them...

why is this happening to me man...?!

felt sorry for the guy, because he is so paisey, he hide his face at the mrt window.
thought the gal must be very flattered that someone did that to her, but she is so paisey that cannot talk anymore... poor gal...

if i am her, i will be too stunned for words too...
rmbr what my ldr did in the past when she ask this guy directly in front of me 'xx, you like Amy is it?'
i was so stunned i changed topic immediately...
firstly, it came too fast.
secondly, i wasn't even sure i know him that well...

so what to do in this kind of situation???

perhaps the guy shouldn't have done that in the mrt... not with a third party in between...

I would rather...

Someone made me realized that...

I would rather score high on my walk with God and character, rather than score high on my exams.
I would rather have a few great friends, than a lot of acquaintances.
I would rather be alone and be at peace with myself, than be surrounded by seemingly fun-loving people who have nothing better to do than to gossip and judge others.
I would rather be in the background contented with a simple life, than being an attention seeker in the front row.




Never too late to know...