My Love?

My conclusion after living for 25 years on earth?

Love story happens only in movies...
Like '50 First Dates', or 'Mr and Mrs Smith'.
But not really in real life.

Well... life's like this.
Perhaps I have absolutely no chemistry with guys whom I even slightly like.
Or maybe my interpersonal skills sucks? I don't think so, and I hope not.
Or maybe I have a look as scary as the nightmare before Christmas so the guys are scared away from me.
And I wonder why the guys I don't really like are always talking to me.
Hearing this from other people and now this is happening to me. Omg!

Either I become a bimbo / bitch and seduce guys... not a chance!
Or I wait until the cows come home for a love story to happen.

And I just keep getting amused looking at every single couple proposing to one another and getting married, and listen to their love story thereafter and keep wondering about mine.

Or maybe I can look at all the couples who ended up quarreling for life and be thankful I have none to fight with.

Anyways, life is not only about my love story isn't it.

Yeap, because I also have a love story with God that have yet to be completed.
I will be having a love story with a career I have yet to fall in love with.
I will be having a love story with a doggie I have yet to get.
(And I am so shocked that Ruth's jack russell is 8 year old... how time flies..)
I will be having a love story with myself, and I will fall in love with myself for being absolutely me.

Yes, I will fall in love with myself for being so true and honest with my own feelings before God, and only He knows exactly every single thing I go through.
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for giving my best shot in every thing I know of (not totally the best, but the best that I can give according to what I already know.)
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for totally submitting myself to God's will for my life as far as I can.
Yes, I will fall in love with myself for being totally absolutely nice to myself.

I guess I am totally in love with me now.
This is my love story. :D