Heart.

The human heart is a funny thing...

We hurt the ones who adore us.
We adore the ones who hurt us.
It is true to a certain extent.
I wish I was less emotional than I really am.

If life is meant to be lived, it is meant to be lived.
No wonder, it is ---.

I should defend the ones I love.

Today H**e helped to 'defend' me. Can sense it.
Almost choke on my laughter when I heard her call him 'the whitest guy'.
Almost melt when I saw the fb message.
Why did I not defend her when I saw the 'b*' who called her an old maid?
Hugged her.
Love her so much.
And also her hug brings so much warmth to me.
Especially when... obviously around.
Forgive & forget?
Yeap.

Remembered the friendship Pr*** extended.
Well, people accuse her. Quite a lot.
Why did I believe the people who accuse her?
I believe in Ja**.
Should I not also believe in Pr***?

As for A*e, all I can say is I gave my best.
She is much too ...
I decided I won't be affected by her comments.
Anyway, my conscious is clear.
I never talked about her behind her back.
Even when people talked negatively about her.
What else can I say?
I've even scolded my sis who attacked her for me.
Simple given up on her.

The whole 'group' of the ex-S?
Kind of sad all of them left.
More affected that they are disillusioned.
I can only say, I need my conviction from the Lord.

I will love T**g and S***y from my heart.
Even when extra pat***** is needed.

And the group in M?
Hmmm...
(zhe shi wo de xin zhong hua, xiang huan hui de xin zhong hua... bu zhi dao neng huan hui ma de xin zhong hua... xi wang neng shi xian de xin zhong hua... dan you mei yong qi mian dui de shi shi...ying wei... xin zhong de shi ji you wo ji zi ming bai... )

Actually........
The birds are crooking again... :)
I like to hear the birds crook.
When they say, follow your heart, you should follow your heart.

This is a post that only I understand.
Because it is not meant to be understood.
Ironically, the person who helped to trigger so much,
Is the person I hate to love. Gun needed please.